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(no subject) [Sep. 20th, 2009|02:24 am]
God has not promised skies always blue,
flowers-strewn pathways all our lives through.
God has not promised sun without rain,
joy without sorrow, peace without pain.

But God has promised strength for the day,
rest for the labour, light for the way.
Grace for the trials, help from above,
unfailing sympathy, undying love.

(:

(stolen from yueqi's blog, hehe) 
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(no subject) [Sep. 15th, 2009|07:26 pm]
Super happy yo! (:
In a few more days, I will have f-r-e-e-d-o-m for 2 weeks! (:
Wheeeee!!! 2 weeks break! Just what I need most now.
To take a breather, and catch up with studies.
2 of 3 tasks ticked off from my schedule this week.
Well, almost-to-be 2 out of 3. Just waiting for my group to confirm with me,
Then, one last task! Excited and afraid at the same time.
That's got to be the Japanese Essay Test!
I'm pretty much still clouded about what I should be writing.
Well well, at least i can now dedicate my whole of tomorrow to study and think of what to write.
Funny thing: It's supposed to be based on the research for the project, hah, but I have yet done any!
Gosh. I'll just think of ideas that I have been absorbing from watching Japanese dramas =D
Hope it'll be a breeze! がんばって!

Not forgetting, it'll be catch up time with many many dear ones during the break!
Let's all look forward together (:

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(no subject) [Sep. 4th, 2009|03:02 am]
leg hurts whole day, aged?

ahhh, I'm trying to finish studying economics before my online mcq test dues tmr.
Nicely, I've realized the wonders of power naps this week.
It's the best thing I can have when I have almost a whole day of school, with ridiculously long breaks.
My stamina for such days usually dies out at 3pm, which always happens to be the start of my (: economics lecture.
Power naps, ohhh~

My leg has been hurting the whole day :(
I want my mummy now!!! -whines-
:(
With her magical hands, she'll soothe it!!!
MUMMYYYYYY!!! :(
Aiyah, she went to bed already :(


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Lollipop- [Aug. 28th, 2009|01:25 am]
tell me,

I'm just trying to sweep this dust-filled place, after hearing so many "you don't even update!"
Seriously, I never know what to write here!
Maybe just some nonsensical story, but definitely not my life story. Haha.
I should just find some target topic to write about here.
One of my friend has this doodle-a-day lj where she scans drawings each day, I guess.
Pretty cool idea!

Dear Jiahui, you're the one who stopped me from deleting this place. you better do something about it!
You'd better be reading this too! Or else...-glares-

I have weird friends that pops champagne when our dear friend lose stop her job =.= w-o-w.
I will happily pop one too if I'm there! Loving it.

Winni: QS looks like LB!
(:

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(no subject) [Aug. 4th, 2009|06:42 pm]
It's been a long time.

Here just cos' Jocelyn gave me a reason to. Rah, not the best reasons to have :(
Happy thing first, ohhhhhhhhhh!!! I'M SUPER HAPPY THAT I MANAGED TO RUN AWAY FROM TOYODA SENSEE AND HAPPILY LAND MYSELF COMFORTABLY IN YOSHI SENSEE'S CLASS =D Heh, been super down cos' I thought that I would have to end up having Toyoda for the rest of the semester, which I so very much do not even want the picture to be painted in my mind. God blessed me (and Jocelyn) and I love having Yoshi sensee again! WHEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~ If the opportunity did not come, I will have probably struggle in Japanese this semester.

Alright, bad news. Not bad in any sense, just...annoyed. Some dude sat next to me during today's jap lesson. Everything was peaceful and Jocelyn was helping him with his questions until...he asked me "is it doo-sia?" (pointing towards the nametag I placed on the table). O-M-G. I nearly died on the spot. Plus, he said in an "ah beng" manner!!! Just like how ah bengs and ah lians say "what sia". It made my day really depressing :( He could have just asked me for the pronunciation instead of...roar. Alright, it's not exactly his fault, but still, it makes me want to cry. Not even sure if it's sad till cry, or laugh till cry =.= Anyway, we ended up silent for the rest of the lesson. HAHA.

MY NAME IS LATIN ORIGINATED.

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新歌 - 唐禹哲 [May. 31st, 2009|02:34 am]
最近我学会唱一首歌
一首我心里的歌
低音是无奈的喃喃着
也听不到泪掉着
最近我最爱唱一首歌
一首可能你也爱的歌
副歌的情绪在高高的悬崖等
等待大雨疯狂了

我们都容易对号入座一首歌
反复让歌词深深呼应着
可能不同看不看开的执着
可能太痛有些画面某合

我们也容易忘记旧歌学新歌
受过伤还是有爱的资格
在每段难得的起承 酝酿我们的转合
唱一首歌我最懂的心歌


最近我最爱唱一首歌
一首可能你也爱的歌
副歌的情绪在高高的悬崖等
等待大雨疯狂了

我们都容易对号入座一首歌
反复让歌词深深呼应着
可能不同看不看开的执着
可能太痛有些画面某合

我们也容易忘记旧歌学新歌
受过伤还是有爱的资格
在每段难得的起承 酝酿我们的转合
唱一首歌我最懂的心歌
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(no subject) [May. 18th, 2009|11:30 pm]
I called home, just in time to wish my brother a nice flight.
Ahhh, I totally had no idea today was the idea he's going to fly off again.
It's been almost a year and a half since I've seen him!
Rahhh, just as I was about to ask him how to study Japanese efficiently :(
Oh wells, I hope he earns big bucks soon so I can make him pay for my trip to Japan! =D
I miss him so much.
:(

I have a good news.
And I'm going to tell people myself...as long as I see them on msn! [=
Wheeeeeeee~
=D

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(no subject) [May. 12th, 2009|09:44 pm]
If you can use 'it' for another purpose, how would you choose?
Are you able to tell yourself it'll be the right choice?

_______

OB's done, and I'm so gald to get it off my hands. Now, there's just left with QM 1 assignment due tmr (which is done), and one last Japanese speaking test next week. Other than that, I'm just really looking forward to how well we've done for OB. Oh, there's also the finals to look forward to! [= がんばって!

Will be done, will be done.
I miss you you you you and you.
(:



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In the mood of Rejoicing! [Apr. 26th, 2009|12:54 am]
Dear jiahui and jessie, give me some time before I reply each of your message. So busy nowadays that each time I use my laptop, I don't have the mood or energy to "chat"...so, await my love! [= hahaha.

Anyway, exams should have either end or just started for each of you, for jiahui, CONGRATULATIONS!!! [= Time to party, and maybe come and accompany me. Through my sleepless nights where I'll be rushing work after work. Jessie, JIAYOU!!! and ALL THE BEST!!! =D My blessings from Australia <3 Just survive through this period and you can party like lao lei already! hehe.

Oh, there's still ah ting ah. Hello miss??? I don't know why I never ever see you online. All of a sudden, I realize I haven't chat with you for quite some time and that I haven't visited your blog either. gald to have read it today and realize you should either be done or going to be done with your papers! [= Wheeeeeeeeee~

Fang fang too! [= Hehehe, please do not be too stress over your exam k? Chill, relax, breathe in, breathe out. Feel the love in the air!!! hahaha. Feel my love in the air!!! (:

Winni is highly missing. (as usual)

Qiqi, after your papers, we can start our poem writing again. HAHA!

As far as my time allows me, I'll try to contact you people yeah?

My last assignment due should be the 8th of May. Now I'll just have to give my best for everything =D


I'm pretty sure what I'm going to say next will being "wows" and "ohhhs" and "ehhh", haha.

I've fallen in love with studying, or rather to say, I've never fall out in total despair with my books. However, this time round, the feeling of satisfaction and happiness I get from studying is tremedous. This year will be a great year for me, I forsee. It's already feeling great already. Especially towards studies, I'm grabbing hold as tightly as I can of it. Somehow, I find studying is very fun. Though I'm losing a lot of sleep because of it, and I really shouldn't be saying all because of it, cos it's also due to that same old habit of leaving things to the last minute to do. Still, I'm enjoying myself very much [= Cheers.


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(no subject) [Apr. 23rd, 2009|11:06 pm]
I think we are all so caught up in the heat of the argument that we forgot the purpose of our work.
Even I am/was guilty of it.
Now that I'm a little more clear about what to do, I hope to be of help to others.

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(no subject) [Apr. 21st, 2009|09:49 pm]
tears are good at softening a guy's heart.
shit bloody bullshit.
my ob group mate cried yesterday, seem like we ganged against her.
seriously, i'm so pissed off, so please come dare me drown her in my abusive nature.
and now, it seem like she has given herself credit and blacken our names.
thanks so much.
i really don't want to let her get away with this.
you ought to get a fair return for the effort you have put in.
and here, she's trying to get the credit for what she has not done.
sorry for being such an asshole, but i'm not letting you get away with denying my efforts.
i've worked so hard, put so much pressure on myself, sacrificed sleep.
i've even been kind and tried to help you with english, dig my own pocket to give you notes.
where's the thanks for it, seriously, i don't need thanks verbally, i just want to see the effort.
if wiritng a few paragraphs could be compared to the effort we have thrown in, you think we write.
how about that?
if taking full credit for the parts you wrote, when the ideas were not a single alphabet from you,
i'll truely kick myself in the gut, so i can pull out of this group.
i'm adamant, and no, i'm not letting you off.

and for accusing us of singlish, it has angered me enough.
it's like denying all the efforts i've put in all these years to improve on my embarassing english.
seriously, this bitch is dragging, at quite a fast speed, the old shaojian back.
i'll be a bitch to handle a bitch.
an eye for an eye.
bitch against bitch.

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(no subject) [Apr. 6th, 2009|12:09 am]
It's a day I think about those back in Singapore, well, I think about them everyday.
 
 
Heartmost (:








I just thought I have to upload this!


There are still quite a few others, but I can't find the pictures, or have not took it down from facebook yet. You know who you are, I guess!
Finally! There's some pictures on this livejournal!
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(no subject) [Apr. 2nd, 2009|11:14 am]
Hahaha, I just thought of something quite funny.
My friend's parents (many different friends) used to think that I'm a bad influence for their kid...this "phenomenon" happens ever since I was just a kiddo in primary school. Right from when I'm was still in St. Anthony's Cannossian. Hmm, now I really start to wonder about my character. Was I really that bad??? :( Or am I still as bad?

Well, I came up with a reason on why this might be the case. Probably cos I'm given a lot of freedom since I was a kid. To be more accurate, I never had curfews or what nots. My mum don't control us much, which is her idea of nurturing her kids and I strongly agree with her way! =D Look at how her kids grow up to be!!! Well, with a tiny exception of something...which might be explained by some other psychological research, I shall not touch on that. So...maybe cos I didn't have to go home straight after classes in primary school, and kept finding other kids to head to the playground with me that cause their parents to think so negatively of me. Oh wells, "availability bias"...hahaha, sorry, this is something that I'm researching for my current assignment, it just gives me so many insights to things that naturally blinds most people. Okay, now I'm really feeling a little disgusted with the fact that I might have actually been a bad kid =( Someone enlighten me please. HAHAHAA, gosh, this is really weird.

Aiyah, all these is torched because I started chatting with a primary school friend, and it reminded me that her parents told her not to hang out with me much. Argh, and it almost made me list out the number of friends that had their parents wanting them to steer away from me. This is quite discouraging. Really, there are quite a number...(doing mental calculations).

I'm just so sorry about how they had felt then. However, I disagree with the kind of upbringing they handled to their kids.

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(no subject) [Apr. 1st, 2009|07:05 pm]
[Current Mood | pissed off]

I'm pretty annoyed by a news I read on Straits Times Online.
The poor miad had to escape from the house during midnight, walking on parapets, bamboo poles and air conditioner units for her safety. This people are absolute disgrace and inuhman. Hello?! Like waking the maid up at 3:30am to do housework? How ridiculous is that. No wonder she can't do her job well, haiving so little sleep and not allowed to eat, where will she get her energy from?! And oh my gosh, losing 14kg just during the period (around 3-4 months) she worked for you people, she could jolly well join the biggest loser and you assholes be the biggest loser's instructor. Moreover, these people are not alone in the house, they have young kids who are probably still studying in primary school, what kind of example are they showing? If the kids ever grow up and abuse them, they really have themselves to blame for. Argh.

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(no subject) [Mar. 27th, 2009|12:50 am]
Okay, I just totally cracked about "not wanting to rant".
Once I started talking to my mum, river of words you see.
Ouch, breaking my own limitations.
Alright, more importantly, I will keep check of feelings.
No negativity, no perceptions, no biases.
Give a few more chances, see how things go.
See if it's only merely unintentional or it's just...in the character.
Keep cool, keep calm, keep sober.

Earth Hour 2009
28th March, Saturday
8:30pm-9:30pm


I've seen many comments saying how uselss it is to do this.
Conversely, I don't think it that way.
Don't say things like "uh, one hour of darkness will save the world".
This...is more like an awareness campaign.
In actual fact, that one hour does make a difference.
The way you look at it will change all meanings.

Think about how a lightning strike, or a spark, that has caused the "black saturday" tragic in Victoria, Australia.
If you have no idea, it's the disaster that had killed many (humans, animals, plants...) and destroyed houses, enovironment...
A spark, so what can make a difference?

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(no subject) [Mar. 26th, 2009|09:45 pm]
I am damn sian, despite the piling stack of work, not to mention the piling stack of clothes to be ironed. Sooner or later, my wardrobe will be empty :( If one day, I wear a really crumped up shirt, don't sniggle, I'll be in a bad enough mood when it really happens.

Back aching.
Bad nights. Weird bed.
Flat pillow.
Had a bolster for pillow and a pillow for bolster last night.
Not a bad idea.
Mental note: Get a new pillow soon.
Did I mention back ache?
It's hurting crap, I can't believe it.
Mental note 2: Sit straight, have a good posture.
I remember contemplating before knocked out last night whether I should go check out some back posture aid thingy.
Not helping that I'm leaning forward and over to type this post now.

Jolin Tsai doesn't want a boyfriend, she needs a real man.
Okay, really random, just that her new mv is on tv now :S
Catchy song...hahhaa, not that I'll ever like it. EW.
Shit lar, I just sang it.

Eh...Jack Hughman is the sexiest star! Hahaha, on 20 to 1.
He's quite cool lar, manly wolverine.
I'm feeling damn random now, but I'm refusing to log out of livejournal.
Let's see.

Intermediate Microeconomics quiz.
QM1 assignment.
OB Team assignment.
Okay, one in bold is the most frustrating.
I really have to admit this.
Being such a perfectionist (in my sense), I guess it's really hard to work in groups.
I'm trying my best, be open to ideas, keep away that straight-laced face, and definitely that pissed off look.
It's precisely I understand that this assignment is not just a simple assignment,
Not just to understand the questions, and answer them.
It's like, ORGANISATIONAL BEHAVIOUR, that's exactly what we're doing.
Working as a group, a organization.
It's like a study of what we're doing right at that point of discussions, meetings.
I don't know if the others are thinking the same as I am.
It's difficult enough for me to be trying to keep each one happy.
Perceptions and biases, that's what we're learning and researching on.
Do we really understand that what we're going through is what we're suppose to know of?
I think I'm in a rather difficult situation, otherwise, I'm putting myself in a difficult situation.
Let's try harder. I really hope that by dumping my own perceptions and biases, I will be proven right.
This is my external organisational behaviour team assignment.


Other than trying to keep track of my own feelings by textbok literature.
I've decided not to rant, not to anyone, not even those back in Singapore.
"I don't want to rant...cos I know the more I do it, the more things will become negative" was what I told jiahui
.
This realization comes with experiences.
It's pretty easy to say that many have it in them.
I guess the way to realization, is to admit our own mistakes.
They might not even be mistakes, let's say...admit our own perception and biases.
Yes, I'm back to those words again.
Gosh, this is how affected I am because of this subject.
Yet, I know I'm not totally free of all these currently, I know it, I admit it
And I'm feeling bad about it.
So, tmr again, keep my feelings checked.

Think jiahui, think positive! Vote for her! No. 1!!! [= Hahahaa!!!

DEAR WINNI KEUNG! YOU HAVE LOADS OF EXPLAINING TO DO >:(


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Gossip girls at scene. [Mar. 15th, 2009|05:02 pm]
The kids are sending people into damnation, or so I feel. A couple (or a whole freaking load) of bitching sessions, isloation (themselves and others of course) and ideally, sending love to each other, or so they think again. Who's gonna tell me? Who's the kid. Me or you(s);
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(no subject) [Mar. 11th, 2009|07:52 pm]
Japanese tutorial brought a surge of nostalgia through me today. Staring at Nakajima sensee allowed me to see Mister Song, somehow. I was brought back through time to Korea and was reminded of my instructor. Throughout the whole lesson, I was so absorbed in that familiarity. One of the good times of my life.

Anyway, Winni!!! Guess what, I'm in the same Japanese tutorial as Debbie. Haha, coincidence or not, I was quite stunned! It's quite fun to be able to meet people that speak like us which is not easy to come by in this asian-filled place. Wheeeeeeee~

みんなさん、がんばって!!!べんきょうします!いきましょう!

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(no subject) [Mar. 8th, 2009|07:12 pm]
[Current Music |Muse - Unintended]

It kind of suck when we have so many things planned out, but somehow or another, each and every item on the list gets ticked off to be cancelled. I'm feeling a little edgy now probably cos' of the fact that I know that the next chat I'll have with jiahui will be about breaking a sad news. Crap shit. There were really a lot of plans for this year. Another disappointing one will be NUS not providing University of Melbourne as one of its exchange schools this year. Of all other times, this has to be the year. A little ranting here.

Nah! Study then! Since there's pretty much nothing I can do about the money part, especially with the fact that I'm not going to ask for it. By my own means, really. These papers really do know how to make dreams seem clouded to me. Well, I'll try to have a cheaper dream now. Something like acing every single subject! Now, that's really cheap. No money needed actually! Just a whole load of determination and hard work.

On the agenda? Being a good student, a good friend, and definitely, continue the all-time good member of my family. Yeah, as well as save up money to live the upper edge of dreams.

You could be my unintended~ Cool song yo.

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(no subject) [Mar. 5th, 2009|04:48 pm]
不要把承诺肯定放在嘴边。
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